It's time for a change of location. aikkai <-- go there! <3

Oh God this layout is ugly xDDD  My eyes my poor eyeeeees!!
I'll change to my other lj accounts stylesheet, that will do for the moment..XDD


I got online on this account on a whim.. I've missed you Tsuwaaaaaaa *huggles*
Does anyone remember this spaz?
Wonders how many on my flist that's still active.. raise your hand if you're not dead, or give me a comment or something, pretty pleeeeease? I will most definitely remember you, ok??♥♥♥♥♥

ooooh god..   I've spent a few hours messing with my layout.. but I suck big time..  haha.. it looks better in explorer.. oh well.. now I got a headache so I wont even bother trying to work on it anymore ^-^

pwetty Shou *-*


mmm tired ;_;  There was something I was going to say but I don't remember what xo


oh well..


My package from Third Stage is somewere in Stockholm now.... I am thiiiis tempted to stay home tomorrow and wait for it.. but I haven't been to school yet this week...



edit:oh yeah.. you probably watch this layout best in explorer or possible mozilla firefox... viewing it in Safari is just horrible... like a bad horror movie...

I ordered some stuff from Third Stage today.. and just a few minutes after that I confirmet it I got another mail from them telling me that they will shipp my latest order tomorrow.. I pre-ordered all three tsubasa singles but for some reason they haven't sent me them before Ö_ö fett weird..

I'm absolutely exhausted right now.. Since I haven't slept for more than 30 hours.. I can't belive that I even are able to write this down...

Anyways.. The last live kinda sucked for me.. because I almost fainted and missed more than half of the live.. I did see Regret and Anti pop and some other songs thou.. of happy day.. Toguro <33

When we got back to the airport we saw that our flight was cancelled.. great.. Then we had to wait untill six in the morning before we could get new tickets for another flight.. The only ones avaliable was at 12:30.. horraaaaay.. I was pissed...




But that slowly changed..Especially since... well yeah you know... we kinda met these guys.. there's five of them.. and they play in a band.. named Gazette... I'm sure you know about them?


I almost died when I saw Kai coming through the security check.. 


*_*


mehehhe-- good night ~

Happy B-Day baby ♥
戒　♥♥♥







Edit:I am horrible.. absolutely horrible...  never had a chance to post a congratz post to my　number one favorite guy.. The # 1... Terrible..

*fixes date*

There! 0:)

Weeell... this is a special day, a very special day, and all of you know that a special day has to be treated special too!

I knew I just couldn't keep away from posting here for too long.. Should I consider my break a 'short' one and just come back? 8D


We're leaving for Skavsta in just about 30 minutes, and from theeere.. only god knows what will happen!! >8D

Life is good~

さよなら BITCHES！<3

The fact that I will se Gazette this October hasn't really.. worked its way into my brain yet..
I get this episodes when I realize and just shivers... but I'm strangely calm about this matter.. except for that my hands can't stop shaking when I think about it..
It's going to be worth evey penny I spend..

Why is it that we always have trouble with tiketti? xD
Last time we ordered tickets from them, we got one instead of four as we had booked..
And now, we've been trying to call them several times but the numers we got are "no longer in use".
I figured that we could pay via nordea thou.. and my mom paid from her internet account to theirs..
It was my money that went in the drain if this didn't work.. 117 euro. I wonder if VIctoria has gotten any reply yet..


..I can't believe.. I'm going to both London AND Helsinki to see them, first I thought, London OR finland, then everything became messy and I thought I wouldn't be able to get any tickets at all, and then VIc calls and tells me she booked ticket to both shows XD
I was at work when she called and I couldn't focus anymore that day..


It's only two weeks left of my summerjob now... then I have four days off before school starts.. yippey yay.
I don't really mind.. as long as I can catch some sleep first, then it's cool.
I'm actually a bit excited about going back to school, too see what will happen this year..
It will be the beginning of my second year on Cyber.

I ate soo much chips yesterday(and up until now >_<) @_@
Like 400 g.. it's huuuuuuuuge.. and I ate sweets too.. so my mouth is sore as hell xDD
No more sweets and unhealty food for me.. I'm gonna eat more fruit instead.

I've probably gained those 3 kilos I lost during this summer, if not more.. xD
I won't even try standing on the scale for a while.. it will only make me feel bad..

I think I should watch my Decopositions beauty dvd.. akai one piece makes me melt everytime.. Kai... you never fail to make me love you even more.
There's no other person who's stuck so bad in my mind :3


I wonder when people will start queue (this is a word I can't even pronounce.. I avoid using it even in my journal XD)

I booked a ticket for diru (Again!!) But I still don't know if I should go or not, therefor.. I don't know if I should spend the money on the ticket or not.. I kinda need the money for other things...

Why can't Mika be online.. so I can.. ask him.. if I could get in for free.. or something? >8D
XXDDD Yeah right *snort*


Apropos of Michael.. I dreamt about him Ö_Ö
I kept poking my foot on him, in the middle of a meeting.. When someone told me to stop interupting.. I declared my undying love for him.. O_____o
The funny part is that he was like "Yeah, I know. I love you too", but helooked so uninterested saying this.. SPOILED BRAT!

...The meeting, was taking place in a big spacy room, with no furnitures.. so we had to sit on the floor, like you did in kindergarten.

I woke up after that and.. my mind told me to forget about it and go back to sleep.. I did sleep.. but heck it was so weird.. I will probably not forget about this for a while XDD
I'm sorry thou, because Michael is sooo outdone by Kai <3 His my future man *laughts*

The world is an amazing place sometimes..


Well then, I'm hitting the shower! See ya ^-^


edit; I really need to start spell-checking my entries before posting them m(_ _')m

Ha ha ha


I can't buy any tickets for the gazette lives.. I don't own a credit card.. I dunno about Finland because I can hardly find any information on tiketti at all... Maybe I'm just stupid...
I can't take this.. I'm stressing to death... I can't miss them again.. I couldn't go last time, and I DON'T want to do it again..

I've been listening to Gazette since 2004 and they've been my absolute favourite band ever since..
What am I going to do? ;_;

Jävla skithelvetefan...

My neck's stiff.. I guess I went overboard when watching Decomposition Beauty..

I finally got the dvd @_@
After all the waiting.. And I'm so proud of myself.. I never once tried to watch it on the net! :D
It was very fun.. I liked it.. can't say I think it's better than NLSG but.. yeah... it's not bad either!!

I also got Stacked Rubbish and I just love it!
As some might know, I already listened to it before.. and when I first heard the album, I was surprised.. Not in a negative way thought.
THis was an album that grew onto me. And I like it more and more as I listen to it.. It also helped when reading the lyrics too..
Since I suuuuuck at japanese.. haha.. uuuh I don't remember what I was supposed to write..

Very well.. It seems like we're going to be quite the little groupe going to London..
It's me, Matilda, Vic, Stefan and Lisa.. shiet.. why couldn't we've been six people instead?
This may be a bit hard to organize.. oh well... we won't book any flight tickets before we got the concert tickets..and you never know.. maybe someone want to join us... or someone can't go.. We'll see XDD


Thank you Vic... for always supporting me, and for being so nice to me all the time.. I don't think I actually deserve it but.. I appreciate every single second I can spend with you.(AND THIS IS NOT ONLY BECAUSE YOU GAVE ME STACKED RUBBISH AS A B-DAY GIFT XDDD)

Time for bed.. Daddy challenged me today. He said that I wouldn't be able to get to work before he does.. Bah.. we'll see about that! ;D .... haha I'll fail, especially if I stay up any longer XDD *prepares to loose*


Michael and Mischa's birthdays are coming up.. 20th.. that's this week... and then next monday.. Bella's turning 17!! I have a gift for her <3

I watched this on MTV before going to work today.. hmm.. me likes :3

I think I've gotten back into my 'post-meaningless-entires-in-my-lj' mood..
I have aboslutely nothing to say.. except for that I updated my computer.. with Windows.. and absolutely hate it..  I hate windows I hate microsoft..  Let's just say that the relationship between me and PC is not that good.. 
The audio suddenly  decided to disappear and I tried to re-install the product and shit... didn't work..  My brother said that he was going to try and fix it but only god knows when he'll do that..
Oh and one more thing.. before I updated.. my computer ran smooth and good.. Right now.. It's even slower than a snail..

and.I.aboslutely.hate.it

Everything is annoying me today.  I need something to keep my mind of all the bad stuff.
People should talk to me on msn... or skype... I'm so restless ;_;

I.... can't sleep..

Jennifer invited me to Mixi.. xD I don't speak japanese very well so it takes some time for me to understand..
Right now, I feel like I have to clean my room.. it is sooo messy @_@


We decided now, in fall, we're going to London, and Finland..  I guess... my pay will not be saved for my trip to Japan next year..
Everything has it's own pace.. I guess I can wait a little bit longer before going..  In April, I will turn 18, that's a good age.. better than 17 anyways..
!7 is a lousy age... All you can do is to wait until you turn 18 and become legal.... yayie...

I don't have any lights in my room, so it's completely dark.. I can hardly see what I'm typing..  Typically..



Tomorrows sunday, and that means that the day after that is monday.. and I will have to get back to work..
I left my table in a completely mess yesterday.. but I was in a hurry to leave, and besides.. I'm sick.. fever, headache and the rest of the package.. I blame that.. xD
I almost fainted yesterday, when Micke and I was putting together some boxes... I was like "wieeeee, Mikael, why is the world spinning?"
But that went over pretty fast..
I can't eat properly, because my throat is hurting.. and swollen.. 


I saw a picture of a Mickey Mouse in someones blog today!  I was like "OMG, NOOOO"  .
....


I need sleep... I don't think it's a very good idea to spam strangers blogs... they can be offended..
SO WHOEVER IT WAS I WROTE TO (some japanese dude who seemed interesting XD ) I'M SORRY...   I'm just a silly girl.. *hits herself*


I really need sleep..



mmm


sleep..  I want to sleep...


It's not late in Sweden...it is only 22:57.. but I feel that I need to sleep now.. with my health being bad and all.. I guess the days taken it's toll on me..

G'NIGHT

well.. today I met up with Ellinor.
We went to Sun Ai to check if my magazines had arrived.. which they had..
And.. they had something more than just Arena37c special  33 and shoxx..  They had Arena Index :D  I was like.. ;
"should I buy this?!" "...noo I shouldn't.. but.. I want it.. but I already have those articles in my old shoxx magz.. BUT I STILL WANT IT!!!" ...
I ended up buying it too... so nog I onlye have 455 sek left to buy goods for at D'ray live.. haha XD
And I have to pay for the diru ticket too.. hmm I guess I could ask mom for a little help.. just for the time being..
I can pay her back when I get the money from my job.

We also went to Tai Mahal and bought some braids.. brown ones.. I had ones that were mixed black and white, from before.. but I didn't want to use them this time.
It looks.. okay.. everyone was like "omg this is so hot, it look so good!"
and I agree.. but.. I don't think my ugly face make it justice xD  I'll see if I'll keep it or not..

and yes, I do have scars on my chest.. no big deal.. I still hate them thou.. >_>
 (Creds for hair goes to Ellinor :D )
lol.. dirty mirror xD but.. yeah.. ignore.. xD
as well as the pants.. haning on the closetdoor..thery're mine. xD

 
I'm just a sad little spirit, aren't I?

I gotta pack my stuff now, tomorrow we'll leave to start quenue for the live XDD  Nuts we are yes, but it's fun too :D

And I begged mika to try to get an poster signed for me, since I can't go to the signing session.. and he said that if I give him a poster or cd before the concert, he would try to get it signed for me <33333

You can keep your beard Michael <3  xD


in 15 minutes.. Navy CIS beginns at channel 3. so I have to come to and end with this post and do the dishes before I can relax.. ;_;


oh.. and Matilda came by too :D  she forgot her make-up in my room thou.. poor girl :D